please
Yes i am angry..
Yes i am sad..
I am hurt… so deeply hurt..
I am full of hatred, Grudges..
Things just seem to be worse everyday..
Too much hatred..
I forget the calmness in me..
I forget humanity
I forget Allah..
Ya Allah… I forget my faith…
My faith towards you.. Ampunkan dosa ku Ya Allah…
I hate people around me..
I even hate myself..
Too hurtful that i hate your creation..
I’m sorry..
If you could come back…
If you could forgive me…
I will never be like this…
Please..
My only relief is to sleep. When I’m sleeping, I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m not lonely, I’m nothing.
– Jillian Medoff, Hunger Point (via consumingmythoughts)(Source: kari-shma)
Via I'm so done playing these games with my heart.






